She just wanted to salvage a rotten egg

From the very beginning, she wanted to curtail my stage set. As reflected during the first meeting, in which she praised about her member's program even nothing was done yet. So I decided to discontinue developing my idea. I knew my set would be curtailed and blocked with some senseless quaking, just as she did to my table tennis activities.

Her motive was to restore  some plight for her member, that had already gone down into the drain, due to incompetency.

Stage performance is, to me, established from innovation and artistic aptitude and talent. To copy and claim glory from others is a shame, especially at our age when anything is recoverable from the web. It is highly astonishing one even publicly duplicates from web and acts as if one's own innovation, and to be proud from it. Childish and unexposed? You judge.

To remain as He want me

Resisting the change from what I should be, in order to serve Him faithfully. 
Surprisingly hard, as i thought this was just a simple ministry, requiring little physical and mental effort. Wrong I was! Power from the other side is around, daily interrupting and even causing damages in the work. Father is always with me though, as experienced daily. Steadfast and diligent shall I be, in His guidance and glory!